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Depression

from Depression by Madison Turner

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    This release contains both Madison Turner EPs released in 2015, Depression and UGGGHHHHH!. on see-through-Green cassette with case and j-card. Cassettes by Tyler Bisson at Audio Geography Studios.

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lyrics

I feel like total shit and
It's been going on for way too long
I need some sleep, I wish I could sleep
I don't know how to sleep anymore, no

I don't have any direction
I've been staring at the internet for way too long
Like, I'm not even doing anything
Just staying awake so tomorrow doesn't roll
around so soon

And I'm sick of feeling
as if I don't belong
as if I'll never belong

And you stare at me
like I'm a circus attraction
come one, come all

PLEASE GET ME OUT OF THIS PLACE

And I don't wanna travel (And I don't know why I travel)
a few hours by car
To play a show for cisgender strangers
who misgender me while I'm pouring my heart out
on six almost-in-tune strings

And I can't take one more day of
these fucking constant thoughts
It's just too much
It's fucking overwhelming
Can't fucking turn it off
and
I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick
I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick
To death To death To death To death
of life of life of life of life
what's left what's left what's left what's left
No ability to look ahead
I'm sick
I'm sick
My head
My fucking head

And I'm sick of feeling
as if I don't belong
as if I'll never belong

And I'm sick of being
all negativity
but I can't see any other way to be

And I'm sick of singing
Just like I'm sick of doing
all the other shit that makes me miserable

And I'm sick of breathing
And I'm sick of breathing
And I'm sick of breathing

Why do I breathe anymore
Why don't I just stop breathing
It'd be easier, it seems
To just float along with the breeze
Why don't I dream anymore,
Why don't I dream anymore.

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from Depression, released April 13, 2015

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Madison Turner Richmond, Virginia

Somewhere between pop punk and alternative rock and folk, sometimes with a full band and sometimes alone, always loud.

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